Even if one day I was tired, also want to try to smile, extend not broad arms, embrace the world, listening to it, I still love you.
Memory edge disappeared, and the time of com., gray covered the whole world, you completely indifferent, perhaps, the last blank.
At that time, we are holding hands, walking in the absence of objective path, the whole world is a flower spits fragrance, only the last, but we see each other missing.
I know that one day, I will forget you, even I am so and unable to part from.
In the front of the vast universe, our emotion is so not worth mentioning.
A sunny or cloudy.
The next storm, bitter cry again.
Maybe you are not in my world, you simply do not exist in my world.
Many things are doomed to go through, and then leave the deep impression.
When I think of you,
Time is still,
Day not so blue,
The heart is not so empty,
You look very fuzzy,
Feeling is very clear.
I have a dream that one day,
I can accompany in your side,
To see you every moment,
So when you walk away I still have memories,
Will not feel so lonely and sad.
We all can not go back to the last paragraph.
Most of the time I was an angry child,
I know no more than anyone,
I don't have you so good.
Don't I have any expectations.
Don't find me to worry about me.
Not to the past and unable to part from.
No one is willing to give up a good thing.
But the reality is so real.
I think I am tired now.
No more waiting or believe.
There is a common agreement on that: opportunity is created by yourself, not given by others. Although I know it, I still lost myself when I go along the same route after you finally. Maybe all what I have done would seem a little crazy in other’s eyes, for I also think it’s crazy. Sometimes, I would show a mercy on myself, which may be the most tragic thing in the world I think.
I don’t know how people think of destiny, if it does have a kind of statement to destiny, now that we are doomed to have no chance to bloom, then, why would the god make such a cruel joke on me? Really existing in a certain field around me, but just couldn’t be as what I expect.
An important person in my life
Father is to me what sunshine is to flower, in my nineteen years’ life, thanks to my father, I can express my inner voices today.
Just like most people think, father is strict. In my memory, my father had little smile even he met with some exciting things-----maybe because of his character, or the heavy burden of family. My father left school when he was 14, in those times, the family had no money for him to go to school for further study, so he took the burden of supporting the family at small age.
It had been 34 years since my father left school. He has his two children now, maybe in his heart, he never thought that he would be so busy in this road of life, the time had changed, the society had improved, but he has to meet with much more difficulty and takes much more burden. He has to go out early but return late just for supporting his family, just for that his children can receive further education.
Having been many years, he always expects that his children can go to university, fortunately, I didn’t let him down, I was admitted by this key university. I still remember that day when I got the enrollment notification of the college, I knew he was satisfied, but he was worrying about the college fees. Finally, in order to afford my college fees, he became a migrant worker. I know he is toilsome, after all, he has nearly 50 years old, many years’ hardships, he has been no longer strong as he was young. Without his hardships, without my university life, I know he dare not stop working hard, I know he has contributed his whole life and all his hope to me.
Sometimes, I feel perplexed, I don’t know how to continue my college life, I want to share some difficulty of his, but I have no any ideas. I think that I just have one way to console him, I must study harder, just studying harder, his pains will be worthy!
Thank my father, thanks for his love; thank my father, thank the most important person in my life; thank my father, thank the man who cares for me most in this world!